Dear Mommy,
It’s me, your baby girl Niylah. I haven't seen you in a couple of days and I don't know why but daddy told me he'll tell me what happened when I'm old enough to understand. You don't have to worry, I will never forget you. Daddy said he is going to show me your pictures so I won't be able to forget you. People say we were together for 17 months but it was actually 26 months. I'm going to miss your scent, your voice, and the sound of your heart beating. Daddy said I'm not going to miss your face because I have it. It’s nice to know I'm going to be gorgeous. As much as I am going to miss you I know you will miss me even more but don't worry too much about me because I'm in good hands. I only have one parent left but a lot of guardians and now an angel to watch over me. Just worry about my hair because daddy is no good at that. I hope you'll always smile down at me because I will always be smiling up at you. I love you mommy but I have to go now because Dora is on but I'll write later and send it up to you.

Love You,
Your Nana

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 Dear Xanda,
You were not only my sister, you were my best friend. You were my strength and my weakness and now you are my angel. I've learned everything I know from you. No one understands us the way we did and no one got jokes like we did. "My mouth is not that big!", "Waterboy!", "All ski ski!", "Ereccccc!", "Sister!" and "I don't want it no more!" My god, I'm going to miss that so bad. Now you're gone and who is going to be there like you were? Words can't explain the feeling of you being gone. Who do I tell my secrets to now? Nights without you are going to be crazy. Just no one in this world understands you and loves you like I do. My only sister and now you're gone. Sunrise 1-15-89 and Sunset 11-9-08.

P.S. Can't forget, "You drank all my soda!!"
I love you and I'll never forget you.

RIP,
Sister!!